waiting

"i just know that something very special is going to happen in your life"

was what my cgl told me after service on saturday. i wanted to jump and leap around. i wanted to shout "OMG YOU FEEL THAT TOO?"

but i didnt. because we were in a public space obviously. but also because i knew that that statement will not happen in a instant in a burst of fireworks and pixie dust. because for the longest time, i have felt like a big bang was going to happen to me. but the only 'bangs' so far are largely bangs of bad news, not what i thought was going to be.

but its gonna take time, that He is going to change and transform me from the inside out, and outside in. for the Word to take root, grow strong, blossom & bear fruit in my life. ohman, somedays, no, most days, i wish Grace would work that little bit faster. but i guess that is not up to me to decide.

so wait with me as i wait for that "something special" to happen to me.