keep trying. though you struggled to do what we the gen y people find second nature, keep going. how you clench your teeth just to get through the task showed me that there is still that spark. a sign of life. a tiny amber of fire. and how i leap for joy to know this. yes it may be small, it may be a weak attempt as you gave up after several failed attempts, but i know that it is the contrary. because for too long you have kept yourself down and out, yes you yourself, giving up even at the slightest resistance. no, even worse, being sucked in by a cycle of defeat and failure because you couldnt or didnt want to get out of it. but i really hope that that was a forebidding of great things to come. because for too long, we have been kept down and out, too.

looking forward, mummy.