somebody to love.

don't we all want to feel in love? to feel wanted, to feel important, to feel like we can be that light to somebody? everyone, no matter, who you are, how you look, what status or power you have, what money you have, what you believe in, how old you are, should have that one (or at least) one chance to really let love in and love somebody. like john mayer says', not the "hollywood hot pink kinda love", but the "i've got your back" kinda love.

haha, for me, that is like too long ago and too far ahead to really mean anything now. my 4 future kids would just have to patiently wait.. hah!

ok, another update about on my not-so-interesting life. i have accepted FASS! thank God i'm even offered a place there. i'm really excited about uni life. and a little scared, no surprise, about meeting new people and a new environment, but i'll be ok, as it always turn out to be.

here's something i've been thinking about lately, wonder if you guys feel the same. do you feel like you are put in a box sometimes, whatever it is that restricts, limits, stereotypes, squares you in? like no matter what you do or how you behave, you are still within that box. you know you are bigger than that box, you know you are worth alot more than that, but sometimes, it doesnt matter what you believe. you are the box.

but sometimes when you get out of that box, or just try to, something amazing happens. a new perspective, a different angle happens. thats when you realise the boxes that you place people into, are just so lame. everyone has enough individuality to astound another person, if you bother to look closer, if you dare to change your own window of perspective. next time you want to box someone in, think if you liked to be boxed in yourself, and you may just be very surprised.