for 19 years.

colourful card done by my family. even my grandma wrote! hahaa.

so pretty right? ;D love it!

a very plain-looking but very delicious fruit cake

i know i have said thanks on FB and sms and all, but still, wanna thank my friends and family for taking time to celebrate my 19th with me. the fact that you guys even remembered and took the effort to do a card or get a gift means alot. fo'shizzle :] hahaha. thank you for letting me into your life, thank you for letting me listen to you, thank you for wanting my help, even if i dont have the answers, thank you for the fun, laughter and frustrations, the journey. :)

some days, life just feels like its not worth living. you hope, but for what exactly, you dont know. you wish, but you know deep down, real wishes only come true in novels. you wait, but for? the picture-perfect dream you build up in your head seems so damn far away.

but, there are days, if not moments, when you know that you know that you know, what you are on earth for, why God put you where you are, why you are doing what you are doing. even if it may be after suffering and wandering for what seems like years. you found your purpose. a hazy, muffled inkling sometimes, but i believe, usually a solid, tangible conviction in your soul. then its like peace settles. you found your place amongst 6 billion people.

i hope everyone who reads this finds your own purpose, one that only you can accomplish. specially reserved for you. whether you take months or years to find it, find it.