on the road.

so i signed up for adidas sundown marathon. the race is on 29th may at 9pm. i am not a hundred percent sure what i am getting myself into. hahha. i mean, 21km is not a stroll in the park. its like 8-9 times of 2.4. haha, but i guess i like the 'painful joy' you get accomplishing a physically challenging task. its damn shiok.

but i must admit,that already, it gets tough. i've only started on 2 runs, today is the 3rd. havent been clocking good timings at all. i was very disappointed with myself of course. it seems like whatever i set out to do, usually doesnt turm out the way i want it to.. sucks like crazy. but thanks Mei, for encouraging me :)

and, i should start doing something cool in my life for once. something that i can own for myself. something i know i cannot not accomplish. to feel the determination, hunger, pain and finally the satisfaction.

keep on keeping on.

"Lord, give me the strength anew each day. strength to face each class. give me wisdom and favour to be the best teacher to my students. teach me the right words to say, the right analogies/explainations to give, the right methods to discipline, the right gestures to build and love. for when you are with me, i can soar like the eagles and reign in life."