there comes a point in your life when you realise that everyone's changing around you yet you feel like you're still the same person you were since 10 years ago. i feel so. not that being the same is anything to be proud of or conversely anything to be sad about. it is just a very alienating feeling. like you lose that sense of familiarity that once cocooned around you like your favourite blanket. stripped naked. all of a sudden its like you're going through life without anyone's hands to hold. and its a terrible, frightening feeling.
so much regret, letdowns, disappointments, fears. this is what the adult years look like? why? why should it be like that? why must there be testings and challenges? why must there be breakups, disease, death? why cant things be alright all together, forever?
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