neutrality.

45 days to A's.

its funny how each time someone asks me, "how?" as in my preparation for the big one, i feel and respond differently. it was "sucks!" at first; i felt like i was suffocating or drowning, whichever is worse. then next, expectantly, ready to take on this demon called A levels. then finally now, numbed. or jaded. really, its gone beyond difficult and stressful; complaining or gritting my teeth. its just plain mechanical studying. not that its bad. i rather it be this way then the crazy toss and turns last year.

56 days to pure unadulterated freedom.